NotDreaming

An entire night with no sleep. Hours and hours of waiting for the alarm to go off and another miserable day to start. This dazed, too tired to function feeling, reminds me of when I was younger and staying up to all hours on purpose. Was almost a high. Things bothered me less (too tired to care). One good thing. Maybe this is a form of self preservation. (and self torture). Skip sleep and the next day which is sure to suck anyway, won't seem so bad because I'll be too tired and barely there to care. Maybe. But I need sleep. Hours and hours of it. (Like this is the first time I've posted about sleep. Not!) If only it (sleep! sleep! sleep!) wouldn't be so elusive.